For Valentine's Day 2012

Chances are like lightning: they never hit the earth at the same spot twice. So when a chance comes your way, grab it cause it may never come again.
I do believe in fate, but I also believe that we control our own destinies, and I’m not sure which I believe in more. I think that mostly I believe that life is a bit like a tree, and that there are several branches we could take. I think that’s where the controlling our own destiny bit comes in. If we choose a certain branch then our life will go one way, and fate will throw things at us from then on.
It’s funny how big of an impact you have on me. It’s like when I see you, you don’t even have to speak, all you do is say hi to me, and it can make my day.
It’s the people who hug you and never want to let go, the people who you haven’t seen for months, but nothing has changed at all, the people who give to you more than you give to them, the people that truly understand who you are, the people who you cry about, the people who you live for, the people in your photographs that have light genuinely shining through their eyes and their smile, the people that take your breath away, It’s funny because those are the only people that really matter.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understandings with passing whispers of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. Others stay in our life awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.
And then we attach ourselves so strongly to people that when they’re gone, a part of us is gone too.
You're that kind of person that matters. In fact, you're the only one who matters.
I'm in love with you, and I'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I'm in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we're all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I am in love with you.
I sometimes feel a little jealous inside, imagining someone could please you more than me I guess its my insecurity acting up a bit because I know I’m not the most beautiful, most fun or even the most exciting person you’ll ever meet but I do know that no matter how hard and long you search you will never find another person who loves you with the beauty and the passion with that which I feel for you.
Just when you least expect it I start thinking about how you makes me laugh and how I feel when I'm around you. Then I realized after all this time that I care about you a lot more than I thought I did.
If you can’t get someone out of your head maybe there supposed to be there.
You were the one who made things different, you were the one who took me in. You were the one thing I could count on, above all, you were my friend.
It’s true we don’t know what we have until its gone, but its also true we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives. That's what a lot of people are scared of.
Me? I’m scared of everything. I’m scared of what I saw, I’m scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I’m scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I’m with you.
I’ve learned in my lifetime so far, that you can’t help who you fall for and no matter how hard you try or how much it hurts you, everyday that you just wanna be with them or just talk to them. You never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do because that’s what makes your life worth going on for.
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop figuring out precisely how we feel, stop deciding exactly what we want, and just see what happens.
I’ll never find another friend to take the place of you. No one will ever touch my life exactly like you do. No one who’s quite so thoughtful, no one I cherish so. No one will mean so much to me, I just want you to know that...
When I'm at my lowest points, I think of you and remember that the world isn’t falling apart, even if it feels that way.
I also want you to know that you're my everything.
And when you have everything, you have everything to lose.
I don't ever want to lose my everything.
It seems the more you live the faster time goes by. And you find yourself holding on the best you can to the memories, the ones full of tears, laughter and smiles, the unforgettable moments frozen in time and existing now in photographs. And every time you hear a certain song or word or place, it all comes back as if the moment never ended. And you soak it all in again, every smile, every face, every second, and you promise yourself again that there is no better time than now and there are no better people to share it with than the ones you love.
I want to spend those moments with you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and life after death. I never want it to end.

Honey, I love you.
Will you marry me?